This dream comes with a disclaimer. It's not quite X-rated, but pretty close.
The Dream
Dreamt that Emily wanted to be with Yubo. Don't really know what was going on, but I got really upset by how they were acting with each other. I blew up about how she could have him and stormed out of the room as Emily tried to wrap her arms around him. He just looked really surprised.
Something in between but I don't remember. I was waiting downstairs, I guess, but they came down with Emily on his arm and carrying my backpack. Then I was running away, carrying the backpack, and Yubo was actually chasing after me. But for some reason, he never caught me. I saw his shadow get close, and I braced myself, expecting he would grab me, but he never did.
I was sure he would catch me, especially since I was slowed down by the backpack and whatever else I was carrying. Decided I didn't need any of it, and dropped them on the ground. Then I was just walking.
He was still searching for me, and eventually found and caught me with the help of police.
He brought me to a place to explain things, but Emily was there too. As I waited for an explanation, they smiled as they linked arms. I didn't want to hear it, and I took off again.
Then it was some weird supernatural porn thing. Emily was scheming with someone else to get Yubo to cheat on me. Apparently, he was a young virgin alien guy, hormones raging. She invited him over to watch porn with some lame reason that somehow made sense to him. With the stimulation of the porn, Yubo had weird alien sex with her. It left her covered nearly chest to toe in green alien goo. Rose, who was another alien, caught them because someone told her Emily wanted to talk to her about something (which was Emily's plan). Rose got pissed off and started making threats to Emily because she figured out how Yubo got tricked.
Then Yubo was out trying to find me again. When he eventually found me, we were just awkward with each other. I wasn't upset, even though I somehow knew about the sex thing. We were saving our virginity for
each other, but I understood that he was tricked. And I think that was it.
*Adding on: Emily and Rose had what I can only call familiars with them. Don't remember what animals they were. But the plot against Yubo was made between Emily, her familiar, and Rose's familiar -- that was how Rose was lead to walk in on them.
My Thoughts
This was quite a troubling dream to me when I had it. The only redeeming thing about it was probably the randomness of the sex situation that just made it funny, and that Yubo came back to me in the end (which is almost never the case in my dreams when he's being a jerk).
When I think back on it, I'm still a little bothered because I don't understand what could have triggered such ridiculous dream. I can't figure out why it was Emily, of all people. I can figure out why Rose was there in that role, and Yubo's role is obvious. I just don't know why Emily was there, and especially in such a role.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
January 25, 2011
The Dream
Dreamt we were visiting Hawaii, but I was stopped at the gate. I had to talk to someone to explain why we were going. I gave them the number 7 when asked for a PIN. Then explained that we were going for street evangelism. Then I was suddenly talking to my dad. Don't remember what was said but I was getting upset. He kept talking to me even as the plane was taking off. Still on the phone as we were landing, but I finally just hung up because he wasn't saying anything.
Flying in, we saw a bunch of straw huts. One hut burst into flames and a rider leapt past it and toward the landing strip. We were all scared. But we got off the plane without incident. We had to make sure to stay with the group for safety's sake.
My Thoughts
So random. Not much more on that. I do slightly remember actually feeling quite scared and concerned for the village.
Dreamt we were visiting Hawaii, but I was stopped at the gate. I had to talk to someone to explain why we were going. I gave them the number 7 when asked for a PIN. Then explained that we were going for street evangelism. Then I was suddenly talking to my dad. Don't remember what was said but I was getting upset. He kept talking to me even as the plane was taking off. Still on the phone as we were landing, but I finally just hung up because he wasn't saying anything.
Flying in, we saw a bunch of straw huts. One hut burst into flames and a rider leapt past it and toward the landing strip. We were all scared. But we got off the plane without incident. We had to make sure to stay with the group for safety's sake.
My Thoughts
So random. Not much more on that. I do slightly remember actually feeling quite scared and concerned for the village.
December 25, 2010
The Dream
Quick dream about my sister coming with me to visit Mr.A at choreo. He was happy to see us, and commented on how he was recently getting a lot of choir sisters (or siblings?) coming in together to visit.
As we were leaving, I counted off for the kids to start the song because Mr.A was taking too long, and everyone laughed. Mr.A finally counted them in for real.
First dream where I was just visiting instead of being involved.
My Thoughts
Don't think this one really means anything, perhaps aside from finally letting go of show choir.
Quick dream about my sister coming with me to visit Mr.A at choreo. He was happy to see us, and commented on how he was recently getting a lot of choir sisters (or siblings?) coming in together to visit.
As we were leaving, I counted off for the kids to start the song because Mr.A was taking too long, and everyone laughed. Mr.A finally counted them in for real.
First dream where I was just visiting instead of being involved.
My Thoughts
Don't think this one really means anything, perhaps aside from finally letting go of show choir.
December 9, 2010
The Dream
Dreamt I was getting married, but it wasn't to Yubo. I was upstairs getting ready reluctantly. I finally got into my gown. I jumped down the stairs, and ran around the corner into a small bathroom. There were two little girls in there with a kitten. I said something strange about checking to make sure the kitten hadn't peed on anything. Then I went into another room, where Ellie and Tifa rushed in. I grabbed Tifa, and shooed them both out the door.
Then out to another room where I knew there were a bunch of girls that I hated and that hated me. I kept wondering why they had come. I said something bitchy to them, then finally braved going out.
Found my mom at a table sitting across from a guy that I assumed to be my fiancé but wasn't sure. I just talked with my mom with my arms wrapped around her from behind. At some point, she moved to sit next to this guy so I could take the seat across from him. It wasn't until he commented on how I looked that I confirmed he was my fiancé. But he said, "You look really good... and expensive." I told him I didn't know if that was a good or bad thing.
He got some soup on his right cuff. I helped him clean it off so that it wouldn't stain. Also cooled off his hand with cold water: napkin and water we had on the table.
It was strange holding his hand. He was reacting like it was the first time we'd actually touched.
Then we had to go to the reception. I wondered how we would sit. I was thinking of sitting across from him again, then having Yubo sit next to me. The image of holding Yubo's hand under the table as I sat across from my fiancé (husband?) flashed into my mind, and I realized that would be too risky and just wrong.
My Thoughts
I can't help but be ridiculously amused by this dream. I tell everyone that cares to know about our whole cheating thing. It's just funny to have had it almost happen in a dream. Don't really have any other thoughts on this.
Dreamt I was getting married, but it wasn't to Yubo. I was upstairs getting ready reluctantly. I finally got into my gown. I jumped down the stairs, and ran around the corner into a small bathroom. There were two little girls in there with a kitten. I said something strange about checking to make sure the kitten hadn't peed on anything. Then I went into another room, where Ellie and Tifa rushed in. I grabbed Tifa, and shooed them both out the door.
Then out to another room where I knew there were a bunch of girls that I hated and that hated me. I kept wondering why they had come. I said something bitchy to them, then finally braved going out.
Found my mom at a table sitting across from a guy that I assumed to be my fiancé but wasn't sure. I just talked with my mom with my arms wrapped around her from behind. At some point, she moved to sit next to this guy so I could take the seat across from him. It wasn't until he commented on how I looked that I confirmed he was my fiancé. But he said, "You look really good... and expensive." I told him I didn't know if that was a good or bad thing.
He got some soup on his right cuff. I helped him clean it off so that it wouldn't stain. Also cooled off his hand with cold water: napkin and water we had on the table.
It was strange holding his hand. He was reacting like it was the first time we'd actually touched.
Then we had to go to the reception. I wondered how we would sit. I was thinking of sitting across from him again, then having Yubo sit next to me. The image of holding Yubo's hand under the table as I sat across from my fiancé (husband?) flashed into my mind, and I realized that would be too risky and just wrong.
My Thoughts
I can't help but be ridiculously amused by this dream. I tell everyone that cares to know about our whole cheating thing. It's just funny to have had it almost happen in a dream. Don't really have any other thoughts on this.
Friday, January 7, 2011
January 7, 2011
The Dreams
- Yubo and Ei-chan as kids pretending they were Aladdin and Jasmine singing "A Whole New World." Woke up briefly. Went back to sleepa dreamt I wanted to tell Yubo that dream. He was in the living room, and I told him to let me try to remember the dream but I had to pee. Remembered the dream, but woke up before I could tell him.
- I was getting ice cream with Albert and Mushi. They kept chatting up these three high school girls that were behind us, and went to sit next to them when they got their orders. Noticed that the only flavor they had was Very Berry. I got a kid scoop that ended up being $2. They also gave me a store card that was going to expire in something like 2000 years, but the year he entered started with an 8. But he didn't tell me anything about the expiration. He was saying that after I buy so many scoops of ice cream, I get $2000.
- I was getting ready to go to dinner with my mom, Yubo and his parents. For some reason, I was out in the street, leaning into the back of the car (a Jeep or SUV or something) and brushing my teeth. I brushed out this big piece of food that I figured was the cause of my tooth discomfort. Told my mom, who was sitting in the front passenger seat, I just needed to do a few more things and we'd be ready to go. She was getting impatient. I ran with the toothbrush upstairs to the apartment. Passed by some open doors of people dressed up saying "Trick or treat" and "Happy Halloween" as I ran by. Didn't know where Yubo was. Went to the bathroom to finish getting ready. I was dressed, but put on sleepies over what I was wearing. Finished something, then decided I should at least straighten my bangs. In the corner was a basket with a cat bed in it. Chiyo and Ellie were sleeping together. Yubo came in to see, then I told him to go downstairs to keep my mom company. In the kitchen, I grabbed from the fridge what was supposed to be kimchee. But it was unwrapped. His mom said she left it open so it could be mixed. It looked like some weird liquid and rice. Then his dad said he gave some of the juice to the... fish? lizards? Then something about it being liver instead of juice. I commented that liver was probably too rich for the lizards to digest because they've only had little insect livers.
- At a restaurant with friends. We were seated in a section all to ourselves, and everyone was being kinda loud and obnoxious. I was sitting next to Neko, and was holding his hand under the table. When they asked for our order, he asked for dried shredded pork bun. I was so excited that they had it, and ordered the same. Then I wanted to stroke his finger to turn him on, but he wouldn't let me.
- Hahahahaha. That's hilarious. I'm not too sure what could have sparked such a dream, aside from how close Yubo is with his brother. And I suppose it was just imagine antics of their childhood. And I think I've had a few dream in a dream situations, and it's usually some crazy dream I want to share with Yubo.
- No idea what to think of this. The only thing is that the ice cream place is one of two that have appeared in my dreams. This one was located in a shopping center next to some Chinese restaurants. The other ice cream place is in the mall.
- The only thing that makes any sense to me is the tooth discomfort, because my tooth really has been bugging me.
- So interesting to have a dream about Neko in a semi-romantic way again. Nothing is horribly wrong between me and Yubo, unlike the times a while ago when I was dreaming a lot about Neko, Pochin, and Eric. And the finger thing.... LoL! I seriously have no idea.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
December 3, 2010
The Dream
Dreamt that Yubo and I were trying to get somewhere. Were at something like a castle, but it was supposed to be a church. It was nearly overrun by weird creatures. For some reason, we kept going into rooms
that were dark. We held hands tight as we tried to navigate through the dark. We'd find a light switch and see a creature in the room after turning the light on. So we'd run into another dark room. At some point, we couldn't find how to get out if the castle/church. I was getting increasingly scared and frantic. Yubo was getting frantic too. We finally got outside. I told him that we need to stop going into places when they're dark. Otherwise we keep turning on lights and leaving them on, defeating the purpose of people turning the lights off in the first place.
Then we got to my parents' house. We were going to have a second wedding. I wanted to do my hair differently, so I was working on that. My mom was trying to rush me, but I was determined to do this hairstyle. Don't know what Yubo was doing -- playing a game, I think. I told him people were waiting for us. It was about 10am already. I wasn't too concerned about making them wait though.
When I went to check on my parents, they had gone back to sleep. So I relaxed even more and told Yubo we could take our time.
My Thoughts
One of those dreams where you think, "Man. Freud would have a field day."
So there's the thing about Yubo and I entering the darkness hand in hand. Doesn't put us in a great position, but then we turn the light on in each dark space. So it's not like we're dwelling in darkness. However, we both run from the "monsters" that are revealed. I'd say this is something about how we're not really dealing with issues that we should be. It's not that we're ignoring them, because we're "shedding light on them," but we don't do anything further.
The second wedding is interesting because I was so relaxed about it. I wasn't too stressed. I just wanted to do this cute hairstyle. I wasn't bothered that Yubo was playing a game. It was something close to that "Let's just get this over with" feeling that I had with our actual wedding, minus the stress and drama.
What's funny about that, though, is Yubo is usually a big jerk in my dreams. More often than not, he's doing something to irritate me, piss me off, or hurt me. So it was really nice to have a dream where we were on the same side for once.
Dreamt that Yubo and I were trying to get somewhere. Were at something like a castle, but it was supposed to be a church. It was nearly overrun by weird creatures. For some reason, we kept going into rooms
that were dark. We held hands tight as we tried to navigate through the dark. We'd find a light switch and see a creature in the room after turning the light on. So we'd run into another dark room. At some point, we couldn't find how to get out if the castle/church. I was getting increasingly scared and frantic. Yubo was getting frantic too. We finally got outside. I told him that we need to stop going into places when they're dark. Otherwise we keep turning on lights and leaving them on, defeating the purpose of people turning the lights off in the first place.
Then we got to my parents' house. We were going to have a second wedding. I wanted to do my hair differently, so I was working on that. My mom was trying to rush me, but I was determined to do this hairstyle. Don't know what Yubo was doing -- playing a game, I think. I told him people were waiting for us. It was about 10am already. I wasn't too concerned about making them wait though.
When I went to check on my parents, they had gone back to sleep. So I relaxed even more and told Yubo we could take our time.
My Thoughts
One of those dreams where you think, "Man. Freud would have a field day."
So there's the thing about Yubo and I entering the darkness hand in hand. Doesn't put us in a great position, but then we turn the light on in each dark space. So it's not like we're dwelling in darkness. However, we both run from the "monsters" that are revealed. I'd say this is something about how we're not really dealing with issues that we should be. It's not that we're ignoring them, because we're "shedding light on them," but we don't do anything further.
The second wedding is interesting because I was so relaxed about it. I wasn't too stressed. I just wanted to do this cute hairstyle. I wasn't bothered that Yubo was playing a game. It was something close to that "Let's just get this over with" feeling that I had with our actual wedding, minus the stress and drama.
What's funny about that, though, is Yubo is usually a big jerk in my dreams. More often than not, he's doing something to irritate me, piss me off, or hurt me. So it was really nice to have a dream where we were on the same side for once.
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Mon, Jul. 31st, 2006, 04:09 am
Yeah.. I'm up pretty damn early...
We actually went to sleep at around 2:30ish. I just woke up from a really disturbing dream a while ago. A while ago before this post because I was stuck in bed, sobbing... just racking sobs...Neko will notice that I called his phone twice. When he didn't pick up, I called my sister, who picked up her phone and talked to me. I needed to hear another voice.
The reason I had to call someone was because Yubo wouldn't wake up.. and in his sleep, he actually pulled his arm away twice. So I gripped his arm.. so hard and so long that my hand started throbbing.. and I cried and cried... and all this time, he didn't wake up.
The moment I felt I could release him without breaking down even further, I rolled over as quick as I could and fumbled for my phone. Noticed the battery was about to die.. fished for my charger. While the phone charged, called Neko. When he didn't pick up, called the sissyter.
I'm sooo thankful that she picked up. Just hearing her voice, only half listening to what she was saying.. it calmed me, though what she was saying was a good distraction from what I was feeling. Changing topics from the dream. It was good.
So right now, I'm up with all the lights on, trying to calm myself further. Drinking my favorite Vitamin Water flavor: Revive.
I've never woken up so terrified of a dream, though I don't think it was the dream itself. I think it was Yubo not waking up and pulling away that actually set me off. I felt alone and scared out of my mind, and he was right there next to me.. but he wasn't there for me.
I was actually scared I was going to hyperventilate. I just couldn't calm down.
The fits are actually trying to start up again.. I feel little spurts of them, but I can breathe them off.
The dream was kinda about work at Fry's. But the role of Ramin was, for some reason, played by Memo (a guy I met in college). I was asking him to give me something to do, and he was about to turn the water hose on me. I charged at him, telling him to do it if he dared. So he dared, and he blasted me with water, but I stood my ground and I fought him. At one point, he was at my back with water blasting down on my head, and I was biting into.. that spot where your thumb turns into your first finger. The meat gave way, but the skin didn't break. Only then did I run away, and I had to prompt Yubo (who was there for whatever reason) to call the cops. I was able to give him the address we were at calmly, which I think was just our apartment address. I woke up soon after that.
The dream before that, we were at some party. A girl invited us to an orgy? But there was only one guy, and the hostess was having him all to herself. The rest of the women just played with themselves. There was one girl, white, blonde, kinda tall, that wasn't doing anything. So I asked her, in a friendly way, "What's up?" So she took me out of the room to talk with me privately.. confide in me something. We went to the back porch, and she told me something about her eyebrows...? We went back into the house, so I could find some light to see her in, but I couldn't find her. There were three entrances to the house, and for some reason, we took different entrances. I heard that she ran off, thinking that I deserted her and thought of her the way everyone else did. So I tried to track her down to tell her the truth. Got on bikes to follow her.. me and Yubo. I spotted her running out into a field. So we finally caught up to her, though Yubo didn't use the bike. And I told her the truth, and she felt better.
Then there was something about growing eggs? and lots of traveling by this blue bus. We were waiting for bus #690 (of course, I'm a pervert even in my dreams.. especially after a pseudo-orgy). There were some officials, a guy and a girl, at the bus stop too, and Yubo sat with them with a map to figure out which way to really go, cuz the directions we got were from some random local. So he sat and smoked with them, and went over the map. The guy actually took the cigarette from Yubo, even though it was almost done, and smoked from that, even though his partner's cig was only half done. ::shrugs::
Then the weirdo dream. Then the waking up, crying.
All of that in less than two hours of sleep.
I think I'm just gonna finish of this bottle of Vitamin Water before I go back to bed. I think by then I should be good to sleep again. I'll read Neko's journal as a bedtime story, since I didn't get to talk to him. Haha.
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My Thoughts
As I was going through my dj to pull these dream entries, I was wondering where this dream was. So I'm probably missing some other dreams that I didn't label as dream entries in the title. Oh well.
I still remember this horrifying dream. It left such a... scar, I want to say. Again, it was mostly because I felt Yubo wasn't there for me when I really needed him. I was disgusted by what happened in the dream... it wasn't like I actually bit off any flesh into my mouth, but I really felt my teeth sink in.
It was a long time before I told Yubo what happened. I didn't want to make him feel bad since he wasn't at fault. I recall not really being able to put much effort into waking him. I was nearly paralyzed with fear, and all I could do was cry. I couldn't even say anything to try to wake him. I guess it hurt that even crying as loudly as I thought I was couldn't wake him.
And... yeah. Not much to say about that pseudo-orgy dream.
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